Season 1 (2023-2024)

new transcripts shared weekly-ish

+ How architecture is a weapon of colonization even when the colonizers are no longer there
+ How cooking food is community engagement
+ Why never wanting to change her name is an act of resistance
+ How searching for places to belong led her to solidarity work with other women and communities of color

+ Reflections on the fluidity of identity and why embracing the label “Chinese American” feels grounding at this moment
+ The struggle to define her contribution to the field and how a conversation that encouraged her to not diminish her own story led to an important realization
+ The evolution of Oriental Party Line and how reaching out to friends revealed that a shared need for a supportive space outweighed any discomfort she felt
about discussing the experiences of growing up Asian American
+ How vulnerability and solidarity among different POC groups is interconnected
+ Reflections on past resistance to pursuing the work of ChinaTownWorld, and why she is now choosing to embrace fear of the unknown

+ How being exposed to a wide range of what it meant to have roots in China inoculated them against verbal abuse growing up
+ Reflections on a recent shift from viewing their research as a means to produce tangible outputs to seeing it as a practice of bearing witness
+ Why it can be difficult to look at our own histories and how helping each other look is a solidarity-space key ingredient

+ How the origins of the Border Patrol and the experiences of undocumented Chinese migrant workers helps us understand that cultural stereotypes like
not speaking up and saving face are not merely inherent flaws, but also responses to racial trauma

+ How their trajectory in architecture was profoundly changed by the experience of being educated as an architect

+ A wish for us all to stop worrying about being a “real Asian” and to make new cultural work together

+ How thinking about her multiracial identity as two wholes rather than half-and-half brought a sense of peace and deeper connections with her students
+ The personal and public significance of adding a “matriarchal hyphenate” to her name following the 2021 Atlanta spa shootings
+ How feeling different growing up led her on a path of discovering “the thing” at a young age
+ How her experience of intersectionality as an Asian woman in building and design offers insights into growth opportunities for her organization, Girls Garag
+ Reflections on what makes an Asian collaboration

+ The differences between her experience with (racial) trauma as someone who grew up in Pakistan and that of her daughter who grew up in the US
and why she doesn’t identify as BIPOC
+ Why she feared being a South Asian scholar for so long and what happened when she finally started to work on Islam.
+ How she is remaking, dismantling, and creating new tools to study the agentic energy of noise in South Asian cities
+ How different generations of our communities are shaped by the threats of diaspora
+ Navigating inter-community solidarity work as double outsiders and how the importance of creating roots and belonging keeps her going
+ An invitation to theorize the knowledge we embody as diasporic people

+ Why they felt disconnected from Chinese and Asian communities despite Chinatown’s proximity to their childhood home
and how holidays and other gatherings around food became moments of connection to their Chinese identity and family.
+ How identifying as Han and Hui Chinese is a way of showing respect and also an act remembering where they are from, particularly through their jíguàn
+ How the desire to cultivate community is inherently diasporic
+ Why we may need more Chinglish everywhere to bridge gaps in language and cultural understanding
+ The tension between self-compassion and doing stuff when practicing solidarity

+ How her experience and understanding of her identity is in some ways a story of institutions
+ Why she feels concerned that a lot of her ideas around self-discovery and creativity were formed in high school English class
+ Why it’s hard to be an architect without feeling like a colonizer and what we might do to mitigate that
+ How her practice is helping BIPOC business owners literally take up more space
+ A potential role for Asian American designers as the Robin Hoods of the architecture profession
+ How diversifying the inputs into our brains might help us find ourselves in our practices again

+ How the experience of assimilating as a six year old and the cumulative effect of microaggressions is connected to not thinking or talking about Asian identity
+ Reflections on what was gained and lost through always prioritizing other things over maintaining connection to her cultural identity
+ An appreciation that her extended family in diaspora is able to maintain strong networks of familial support
and how cultural values that prioritize caregiving for elderly and ill family members highlights the deep sense of security she experiences
+ The impact of minor injustices on our lives and how to move forward without having to constantly explain ourselves or apologize for what we want
+ The hope for a shift, particularly in places like Taiwan, from idolizing European architecture to celebrating the work of Asian architects on its own merits

+ How the nuances of growing up in a mixed household with Gujarati, Bengali, Jain, Muslim, and Hindu identities encouraged her to work at intersections rather than firmly within one space, field, or lens
+ How her relationship to her homeland brought her to thinking about space and place
+ The power of utilizing herself as a strategy for Black liberation by leveraging her racial, financial, and educational privilege
+ Why being visible and showing up as herself and not just as a body is like wearing an itchy wool sweater.
+ Her desire to see more South Asian women being bold, brazen, unafraid of failure, and forging their own paths.

+ What calling themselves Taiwanese American means to them, what they know and don’t know about it, and why they stand for the stories of their Taiwanese parents even if they aren’t fully part of them
+ Why being Asian can feel like a black box of stuff that’s locked away
+ Reflections on how their experience is shaped by the intersection of their gender and their race, acknowledging that they haven’t explicitly thought about it
+ How high school speech and debate turned on a switch that has been stuck on and why they are curious about switching back
+ Ways they are making solidarities bigger, growing the movement, and finding strength in an invisible support network of “Asian American” as a political identity

+ How her identity and perception of America were shaped by her father's upbringing in diverse neighborhoods in the U.S., as well as her mother's experience
growing up in the Philippines and the impact of America’s portrayal in the Filipino consciousness due to colonial history
+ How cooking with her partner and friends is helping her bridge the gap between identity work and built environment work
+ Her relationship to the word Asian as a mixed-race person and how having members of Design as Protest reach out to her in various circumstances expanded
her sense of belonging to the Asian community
+ Imagining a future where Filipino Americans can show up fully and feel excited rather than burdened to share aspects of their ancestry and culture with others

+ How a personal narrative, told through a tour of Chinatown DC, helped her realize that not belonging and feeling stuck in-between was a shared identity
+ Why the model minority stereotype is a hard thing to shake off when you do justice work
+ Reflections on why she never looked at her own Asian American histories until adulthood, particularly as someone who works with BIPOC communities
+ The secret to getting her mom (and other Asian elders) to share their stories
+ A desire for us to shift away from pure nostalgia towards hybrid and experimental expressions of Asian American identity in built environments

+ Why being self-aware of her race at a young age, despite having little access to her cultural identity, pushed her to become a community builder
+ An out-of-body experience she had when she encountered people who looked like her for the first time, despite having different life experiences and backgrounds
+ How being around other Asians in college made her switch Myers Briggs personality types and emboldened her to fight systemic harm in academic spaces
+ What it means to come correct to a BIPOC-only space when you’re Asian
+ How helping educators understand identity as an integral part of everything you create can allow BIPOC students the freedom to express their full range
of experiences and identities, without the pressure to focus solely on trauma

+ How her diaspora story, weaving together the people and histories of Uzbekistan, India, Ethiopia, Uganda, South Africa, Canada, and the US,
affects how she talks and feels about her identity
+ How her family’s experiences of discrimination in the US led them to examine their own roles in perpetuating racial inequality

+ Why some aspects of her upbringing are the antithesis of how she wants to run her office, while others exemplify the sense of care and responsibility
she has cultivated for her team
+ What she did to finally gain trust with her clients in Hong Kong and Mumbai
+ How coming from a human-centered background in public health made her feel secluded as an architecture professional, but also led her to find her people
+ Why the Asian American Museum in New York should really just be called the MET

+ How her experience of growing up in a very robust Corean immigrant community and her parents’ work as physicians in a community clinic shaped her
consciousness around collective resourcing and inspired her to create spaces for Asian America and deeper connections across communities of color
+ Solidarity as an embodied practice, a deep interrogation of personal identity, a slow scaling up of affinity, and an ability to see adjacencies without co-opting
or comparing lived experiences
+ The difference between decentering and obscuring yourself
+ The difference between being centered and being visible
+ The question she always asks herself when entering an affinity space
+ An invitation to reconstruct the feeling of perpetual non-belonging by visibilizing and giving form to a collective political identity that is Asian American

SSSAD

SSSAD

Season 1 (2023-2024)

+ How the origins of the Border Patrol and the experiences of undocumented Chinese migrant workers helps us understand that cultural stereotypes like
not speaking up and saving face are not merely inherent flaws, but also responses to racial trauma

+ How their trajectory in architecture was profoundly changed by the experience of being educated as an architect

+ A wish for us all to stop worrying about being a “real Asian” and to make new cultural work together

STORYTELLING SPACES OF SOLIDARITY IN THE ASIAN DIASPORA

SSSAD

SSSAD

Season 1 (2023-2024)

+ How the origins of the Border Patrol and the experiences of undocumented Chinese migrant workers helps us understand that cultural stereotypes like not speaking up and saving face are not merely inherent flaws, but also responses to racial trauma

+ How their trajectory in architecture was profoundly changed by the experience of being educated as an architect

+ A wish for us all to stop worrying about being a “real Asian” and to make new cultural work together

STORYTELLING SPACES OF SOLIDARITY IN THE ASIAN DIASPORA

+ How the origins of the Border Patrol and the experiences of undocumented Chinese migrant workers helps us understand that cultural stereotypes like
not speaking up and saving face are not merely inherent flaws, but also responses to racial trauma